We are in the open sea, me dragging her, who is weak and can't swim.
I spot our boat far away, so I decide to move us in that direction.

When we got where I thought it should be, I realize that the boat was never there.
Exhausted, I turn my head around looking for it, but wherever I stare there's only sea and sky.

" You remind me of someone who is looking through a closed window and cannot explain to himself the strange movements of a passerby.
He doesn’t know what sort of storm is raging outside and that this person is perhaps only with great effort keeping himself on his feet."

( Ludwig Wittgenstein )

My world collapsed two years ago.
Perfect storm. Bigger than me.
I just gave up so to stay in bed forever didn’t sound like a bad idea.

[ work in progress ]